oooo bloggage!

hmmm so yet another place to put a blog... i've never been the blog type person, but it does seem like a good place to vent...

so here goes my rant... if you don't care to hear about my personal life and my gripes... please read no further...

so... life at home with my significant other has become... labored I guess you could say... we are back to fighting 24/7 again and i dont understand it... I do all I can to make her happy yet it never seems to enough... not to mention my little girl is gettin surgery thursday to have tubes put in her ears.. and one of my 4 puppies (who has been horridly sick with parvo and a sickle cell disease) has finally beaten the parvo and the blood disease, but one of her toes "died" so she has to get it cut off... so $1200 of a vet bill later... i swear I'm going to be paying on that bill forever... money seems to get tighter and tighter every day... for a while we were getting caught up, but for some reason more and more things have been building up lately and I can't seem to make all the ends meet...

my computer also blew up... and i cant afford to buy a new laptop so looks like my plans to start college are cancelled ever feel overwhelmed? my truck is slowly falling apart, i need to get a newer one that doesnt have any problems with it before I buy it but my dad has worse credit than me, and my mom just wont help me, so i have no cosigner, and without a cosigner I can't get approved, unless i wanna get a truck like i already have @ a 22% interest rate...

ok, enough *****ing, i really have a lot more i could go on about right now but thats enough